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My Sail Is An Ancient Wing

by Eiyn Sof

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1.
this tunnel is narrow; this bramble grows high so sail like an arrow to the outside beneath you is the world it was younger then it was dumber then eat at the petals to get at the light this country is scowling; these meadows have teeth the grotto is howling at the heavens beneath the ages are marrow-filled bones toss them back to the pack back in the bramble we roam
2.
fog from a hollow earth coughing mist up like it's milk blood on an ancient bird who's cutting clouds like scraps of silk and their corpses fall to earth where they sink in mud like pearls I don't know why I can't fly anymore it seems that my flight in dreams barely gets me off the floor so I'll eat the frame til I get through the door crow on a lower bough is hiding planets in her beak silk scraps ribboning around her are spelling out the thing she seeks and it glows in boreal light but is gone when crow takes flight I think I was meant to fly; to go purling through starry skies to crack the spine of complacency and to draw the light from hidden spires
3.
Szymon 02:21
the sun touched down on the lip of a fountain I set sail off the edge of a mountain I met god, and god said 'rest your eyes- the storm has fled' I crossed the sea to become nameless pockets empty; photos frameless in my own yard, decades on, the same sun sets but the fountain is gone the sea swallowed your name I can barely remember your face the sun touched down as the bow of a halo sailed the woods on the head of an arrow I remembered you in there: your name was hanging on the air
4.
I was born near a lighthouse to a wave and a ship I buried my name on the beach, just within the waters reach I cast my gaze to the sea and the gulls they cast their shadows over me I'll take my time sailing free and just hope the new land will welcome me feet on the prow, head in the clouds gulls all around branching like boughs, not making a sound through the woods I do sail on a sea of hidden trails I can see the lighthouse across the space between and I swear I can see my name coming back to me I cast my gaze to the sea and the gulls they cast their shadows over me I'll take my time sailing free, and just hope my home will still remember me feet on the prow, head in the clouds gulls all around branching like boughs, not making a sound

about

A few acoustic songs; elixirs if you seek calm and nearness.

I wanted to make something that felt natural to who I am as a writer and as a performer.
I do love to mess around and get silly and play and push my limits when I'm producing, but when I perform live (which is very rare now) it sounds something like this, without the harmonies. Still waiting on my mystical Eiyn Sof harmonizing holograms.

I retained as many natural occurrences and incidental sounds as I could without them being completely distracting. These are mostly all first takes (with the exception of a couple of the vocals). I left in guitar squeaks and flubs, stutters, lip licking, page turning, my cat Kiki meowing at one point, my partner opening the door when he was coming in from watering the garden, etc.

It's heavy on the sailing through sea and air themes; birds and people, displacement, immigration, homesickness, and identity. And though I cloak my deepest meaning in metaphor and psychedelic imagery as a rule, 'Szymon' and 'I Can See My Name' are particularly personal in these regards.

This is where I'm at, and is an offering to you. I hope it finds you exactly where YOU are, and if it does, that it will be medicine that benefits you.

*lyrics are accessible for each tune, click 'lyrics' beside the song name to see them
*headphones always suggested for intimate recordings such as this
*I welcome you to share any of this for your friends, burn it to cd if that's their thing, etc

<3 Melissa

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released May 28, 2022

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Eiyn Sof

Not married to any genres. Playing- digging little tunnels into fantasy spaces and the mythic realm- seems to be my instinctive and overarching approach.

All are home recordings, DIY with some collaborations and incredible guests sprinkled in.

Collaborative works detailed (with links) in Recommendations section.

See Blue Fog Recordings, Arachnidiscs, and Ur Audio Visual for other releases.
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